Stress

So I know I've been a horrible blogger and have left my wonderful readers hanging for about a month. I am soooooo sorry about that. I've been extremely busy these days. So, anyway. Life at school is great. I've been up to date with my homework and everything, its a wonderful feeling to go to school in the morning knowing that I don't have an assignment I need to rush and do. Its kinda weird, I start to feel a tad bit bored. But, its good it gives me more time to do everything else.

I hate having a hundred and one things going on in my life. Even though my experience here at school is wonderful, life doesn't want to pause and let you stay in your "school world". It carries on. Its hard sometimes trying to strike a balance between life and school. I mean we all learn how to handle it going to school all our life's. But its always hard to strike that balance. I mean we spend almost everyday at school, have whole "life's" and responsibilities there and then you leave and go home and have to deal with your home life. Its been clashing for me recently. My friend just got married yesterday, and I still haven't recovered completely. Her wedding was my Thanksgiving break, lol. So now its the weekend and I'm exhausted. And stressed. For some odd reason it amazes when other people realize that your stressed. The other day my mom asked me"Are you OK? are you tired or something?" and I answered her confused like "ummmmm no I'm not tired I'm fine" and then she says "oh, are you sure? you looked like that yesterday when I picked you up". I was thinking to myself, "Wow, it must be bad if other people realize it". But I hate it because I'm not myself when I'm stressed. But hey its life right?

So its almost time for FINALS!!! I'm not really looking forward to that, but I am because that means winter break. God, I think we all need it. I'm sorry guys this entry is going to be a little short. But I hope you guys enjoyed it. You should get another one in about a week, and I promise it will be great!